isnt it so scary that PMR is coming in like 16 days and im right here typing this?
no. not really. haha
well, the reason why i havent posted so much is that i made a promise to myself to only use the com in the weekends, bcoz i tend to get side tracked until i spend waaayyyy too much time on the com. well, for tv i try to wacth max an hour only.
but really, i just wanted get it over and done with. scared to do it, but i'll always be scared. so might as well get it over with.
i cant wait for it to be over. i already i got a list of what to do after pmr, i'll post it up sooner or later :)

and you know what..
the scariest thing happened to me today!
i was cleaning up my cats stuff (GROSS i know, but somebody's gotta do it, since my maid went for a holiday) and when i opened the dustbin, there were MAGGOTS crawling inside.
man, im getting the jitters just thinking abt it.
of course, i just threw the lid down, and ran away screaming like a mad woman. (must've looked wierd i guess, haha)
i was in shock, and i asked my temporary maid to clean it out. and what did she say?
OH, ITU BIASA SAJA LAH.
i mean, cmon lah. how on earth can those slimy, gross things be normal? sheesh.
thats why im never going to that part of the house. EVER.
okay... maybe i'll go there sometime. sheesh.

other that that, i guess my weeks been kind of normal i guess. or you could call it BORING.
such a routine. wake up, go to school, do mantap minda papers come back and study.
ughh.
and i absolutely hate routines.
oh, i have a question, like i have PMR in abt 2 weeks right, does that mean i cant read storybooks while im resting? not like im gonna study 24/7 right?
but, not like i was reading lah, just a thought.
and i really really hope the penang trip goes through.
well, last i heard only half the bus is full.
but we need a 3 Erat trip. its like our almost last time to bond! hope ppl sign up for it lah.

at least the raya hols are coming up. one week of being at home. the downside? that means i have to study so much more. well, i hope the Malays have a great time during their raya, even though its like before pmr.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :)

ciao.

ahh. another saturday. how boring.
i wish PMR would come already!
and guess what! there's gonna be ANOTHER suprise party today at my house. but not so fancy lah. wonder how it goes... hmm.
anyway, im realy crapping now, will update later okay.
oh. one more thing. IM GOING TO PENANG :)
cool right? with the class of course, i think abt 10 of us confirm, and we have 7 more to go.
if you're in 3 Erat, come!
haha,
ciao.

well, my sis is leaving for India again today.
i guess i'll miss her, like who's gonna send me aorund and buy me starbucks?
haha. i hope she has a safe trip though.
and i just watched archuleta's crush. its cute. cant wait for his single to come out :)
you know i was wondering right, why do ppl make certain comments abt others which they know isnt flattering? like, would you call a slightly chubby person fat to their face? i guess not right. so what makes this so different?
i just wish they wont say anything, because i am aware. thankyouverymuch.
and if i have said anything unflattering to any of you, im truly sorry. my bad.
ciao.

ugh. im am so so bored.
nothing interesting on the computer, the tv's boring and all im left with is my books.
yuck.
ive just been doing my latihan and that has become such a yawn.
anyone got anything to occupy me with?
ciao.

Hey ppl!
just came home from church. which was quite fun today. in class, michelle was like teaching us, but we all didnt pay attention bcoz we got distracted by the M&M's that were being passed around. haha, we just cannot concentrate lah. Sorry michelle :)
anyway, we had this exercise thing where everyone in the class was supposed to write something good about a person on their paper, then pass it around to the whole class. that was kinda fun i guess, bcoz i really didnt think that was what ppl thought of me. and it was all good points of my personality. its nice i guess to read something nice abt yourself for a change :)
had lunch in burger king. loved my burger, some BBQ cheese thing. delish.
Me and charis are signing up for those audition things for the christmas play. anyone else joining? tell me, so we can all go together. that'll be fun. haha
oh before i go, you guys better check out george sampson.
he's the winner of britains got talent, and let's just say he's the CUTEST dancer boy i've seen.
i felt like crying when he told us all about his sad life story. touching, but i know y'all dont care. haha.
anyway, check him out and tell me what you think of him.
ciao for now :)

wonder why the joy?
exams finished, yeah :) basically just chilling out. great, i just love the day exams finish. well, all hell will break loose when PMR finishes. haha, thats for sure.
we had maths and science today. i guess both were okay lah, ive like no feelings for these tests already, we taken so many.
actually today we more chilling more than anything. a bunch of us were talking about our primary schools, who knew KT had such DRAMA.
there were actually violent ppl in their school. (one only lah, dont worry) Lat told me about that guy, he actually HIT girls. tsk tsk.
Now that i think abt it, SSP was kinda boring then.
normal maybe i guess, but no drama's lilke that i think. hmm, whatever.
Im currently reading Perez, so i just lost my flow of thought.
i'll update soon, whne something big happens.
i have a feeling its gonna be on a FRIDAY.
i got my lips sealed, but for now,
ciao :)

omg. some people in this world are really really bad. like seriously.
just watched that show a moment of truth half way, and im never watching it again.
too painful to see families break up just because of a tv show.
that lady who went for the show is the absolute worst wife anyone could even think of. and she still thinks she's a good person. hah, my foot lah.
haha, anyway im just appalled.
well, i think i'd better go now, its already 4.00 and i havent done anything. went for school today, arent i such a great person? but at least we actually did stuff in school, so it wasnt a waste of a day at all.
so i'll go now,
ciao :)

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.



1 ) Are you feeling bored right now?
yes, a bit i guess. but i wont be soon enough ;)


2 ) Describe urself in one word.
intriguing.


3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Someone who really loves me, bcoz it'll probably be the one i love back.


4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
No, bcoz i've never loved someone before. anyway even if i had, im too chicken to tell him. yeah, i admitted it. ;]


5 ) Does it feel good to love?
I guess.


6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
Go on a holiday around the world.


7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
Whatever. they dont HAVE to believe me. up to them.


8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yes, bcoz i should. doesnt mean that i have learnt it yet though.
;P


9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
If their jealous of me, im flattered. haha


10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
Im not really sure. I'll just have to find out soon.



[[ * PART 2 * ]]


1 ) Best place to cry?
on my bed, then falling asleep.


2) Who do you love the most?
Besides God? my family.


3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
cant remember it. but i know i dreamt about having a birthday party the other day. that was weird. haha


4) Ever hated someone so bad?
yeah, but i cooled down after a while.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
someone who seemed close to me, but in the end she was just faking it.

you went to the movies with?
Amanda,Sanuja, Mag Teh,June, Husnul, Nattu and Su ann.

you talked on the cell phone with?
Err.. im not sure.

you hugged?
Sanuja i think.

you yelled at?
I havent yelled at anyone for a long time. I think im going thru a mellow phase. LOL.

think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
my computer is RETARDED. nuff' said.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
OMG. around the world. and of course to DISNEYLAND IN FLORIDA.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yeah, just yesterday. heh

Are you old fashioned?
No.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Tell someone that i love them.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My family and friends.

AND I TAAAGGGG.
anyone who wants to do this. :)

hey everyone :)
yes, even you, one of the many many unknown people who read my blog. i know there's many, bcoz everytime i check my blog, the counter is always about 20 to 30 numbers higher. wow.
i didnt know that my blog attracted lots of ppl, to me its just where i write stuff out. but now, it can't be all that personal can it? well, i guess its my fault, if i really wanted to make it personal, i should just keep my blog private, or keep a journal i guess.
hmm, maybe i'll think abt that journal bit.
well, exams are on monday AGAIN. well, ive come to the point where i dont feel scared anyomre to face exams, their just some normal thing i'll have to pass thru. well, not that i felt much fear earlier too, but thats besides the point.
actually im not wierd okay, its just that the stress only kicks in like right before the exam. so that kinda sucks. -.-
today nothing really fancy happened in school. same old same old. thens to get a bit blah sometimes, the whole routine over and over again. but i guess thats why drama happens from time to time. :)
wow, i feel very boring today.
im sleepy just reading this. haha, thats new.
you know, ive come to realise that im the worst friend to be with if your sad. no, like seriously. Its like i just like freeze up, i dunno what to say to make you feel better. other ppl are so much better. so if any of you are like sad, im just telling you in advance, sorry im terrible. :)
i think one of the reasons why im like this is maybe because for me if im sad, i should just be left alone. then in like maybe an hour i'll be fine again. dont ask me, im just weird. haha
i guess im gonna go now, i'll try doing the tag ian gave me, but it looks kinda long, so maybe it'll only come out later. anyway i gotta say
ciao for now ;)